broken hearted :'(

i love her but she still see me as the person who i was
maybe she's got a new person in her heart
but my heart is still aching for her smile
but she smiles for someone else
she smiles for another guy

i miss the time when she was the one
i miss the time when she embraced me
i miss our time together
i miss her like crazy

why do i need to realize it when she want to move on
maybe she already have
maybe she already forget about me

i still can't stand the fact that i still need her
god please help me i hate it when i'm so weak
please give me her back

should i dance around making it silly so you laugh?
should i make some noise to make you hear me?
or should i kill myself to make you notice me?

what should i do?
what have i done?
why do i miss her?

4 more days whe should be celebrating our first anniversary
but it make me remember you more
have you forgotten about me already?
cause i haven't forgotten the way you smile and laugh :'(

Alone

I'm sitting here alone thinking of you
What are you doing, where have you been, have you eaten yet are you smiling without me
Oh god,I need you right now
I need to see that godess smile
I can't stand 1 feet away from you
I miss you
I love you
I need you:(

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Sleepy

Sleep...

When I'm sleeping I can't think of anything

But still I can't run away from the horrible dream that bite you up inside out

The bitterness of loneliness still tearing me apart

The dreams is waking me up and shattering my heart

It can make the loneliness grow bigger till it can swallow me up

Help me...

Please my sun help me out

I can't sleep without the smile in your voice

I need your voice as a guidance

Save me from the terrifying dreams

So hear me out

Please...